Guilt Trip

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Twisted every way
What answer can I give
Do I have the right
To mess up so much

I stand alone
Knowing what I need
But from all around
All I get is condemnation

I want to fly free
Spread my wings
Do more with myself
Than I have been allowed

I know what feels right
What I need
Where I want to go
Who loves me

But then from all I hear
That I'm being selfish
Uncaring of others
Ruining too many lives

What do I do...
Can I give up my happiness
To satisfy the many
Or for once do I follow my heart?